Friday, May 15, 2009

GOODBYE FRIEND

Josh Billings once wrote, "In the whole history of the world there is but one thing that money cannot buy... to wit- the wag of a dog's tail."

Few weeks ago, there was this incident happened, I left my meal in front of the T.V. to grab some fish sauce in the kitchen. When I came back at the living room I found out that my fish for dinner was gone, then on the otherside there's my dog enjoying my fried Tilapia. I was so mad that I shouted at my pet, It ran towards the bedroom and hid under the bed, not finishing the food. With so much anger, I chased my dog out of the room by throwing a slipper on it but luckily did not hit it. Poor dog, it was really afraid. It went to the corner under the watertank and stayed there for minutes... I yelled at it for minutes, "'Wag kang papasok ng bahay! Lagot ka sakin! Diyan ka lang sa labas, magnanakaw!" Sobrang takot na takot siya, sumisiksik siya sa sulok na parang alam niya na may ginawa siyang kasalanan. Voolet never stole food before, I guess she's really hungry that night.

Moments later, my dog was not there anymore, nowhere to be found. My little sister got angry with me because she thought that our dog could have ran away from home because of the fear it felt, dogs are very sensitive, they have feelings too. Sabi ko naman, "Who cares?! mabuti nga mawala na yan, para wala ng magnanakaw ng pagkain dito!"... Hours passed by, still no sign of it. So I got worried... I began searching outside, calling her name for minutes, pero wala talaga. So I sat in front of our house and waited. Lumipas ulit ang ilang minuto, wala pa rin. Then there was this noisy cat crossing the street, binugaw ko (sorry for the word hehe), suddenly a familiar bark resounded the air, my dog appeared from nowhere, I know how much she hates cats. I was thrilled to see my dog Voolet again, when I called her to come to me, she wagged her tail and I hugged her. I told her that I never meant all the bad things I said to her, she was staring at me as if she understood what I said. Para akong baliw, kinakausap yung aso. Kaya yun bati na kami ulit.

Well, that was few weeks ago. Voolet my 7 year old pet dog was healthy and full of life. But now she's gone, she will never come back. She died four days ago, suffered from some kind of illness. I should've brought her to the vet, but we cant afford it right now. So we just gave her medicine, the one we gave to our other dog the last time it was sick and fortunately survived. Voolet was not eating at all, so we got her some fluids, milk in particular, to support her but it was never enough. She became weaker week after week, and eventually died. I am very sorry for her.

Voolet was one brave dog, we saw how she foght her disease, she even tried to walk outside the house. The day before she died, she was hardly breathing and any moment she could die. I told her that if she's really very tired, its okay to let go... she can take a rest. I thanked her for all the years she spent with us, we had great times together, for being a good friend. I told her we love her. Then the day after, she died. For the very last time she proved how she really love us, she even waited for the perfect time to go, maybe she doesn't want us to see her gasping her last breath or to witness the way she will die. So she let go when everone was not home, nakita nalang namin siya na di na humihinga, close to sleeping.

I will really miss Voolet, she's more than a pet for me, she's family. It might sound weird but its true. Meron kulang sa buhay ko ngayon, kapag uuwi ako, kulang yung sasalubong sakin. I will always remember how she makes everyone happy, not only us but also the people around the subdivision, she's very adorable kasi... I dont want any dog other than her. I will do everything just to have her back... kahit kainin pa niya lahat ng food sa bahay, okay lang na magnakaw siya ng fish, hindi ako magagalit. This might be so immature fo me to write, I dont care, I lost one bestfriend. Wherever she might be, If she's still here with us watching or guarding the gates of heaven, I want her to know that she will always be our little Voolet and we'll be seeing each other someday. I LOVE YOU!!! Rest in Peace buddy... a lot of thanks...




April 2002- May 11,2009





Sunday, May 3, 2009

London Bridge has fallen down.


Whew! Its my first time to watch a Manny Pacquiao fight live on pay-per-view... sobrang galing ng ginawa ni Manny, incredible hand speed and very powerful punches. I couldn't believe that it took only 2 rounds to finish Ricky Hatton! Pacquiao is way better than him. Hatton fell down twice in the first round, a combination stunned Hatton followed by a right that made the Hitman down. About 45 secs left, a hard combination by Pacquiao, he was down again. The punishment continued throughout the second round, a strong left hand knocked out Hatton. Iba yung feeling pag nanood ka ng live, with the crowd cheering and shouting for every punch connected, ang saya hehe. Galing ni Manny, universally recognized as the pound for pound champion, the best in the world. Proud to be Pinoy!!!!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

MARCH

march.. march .. march... what can i say?

ups and downs..

not broke, just brokenhearted...

alone but happy...

umpisa ng dvd marathon...

init.. sobrang init...!





"its not about how you feel for someone,

but its about how that someone makes you feel about yourself"...


sa wedding singer ko napulot yan.. dun mo daw malalaman kung siya yung right one..

ok cge.. nyahahaha


amp drama... aheheheheh

sweet =p

Saturday, March 28, 2009

immaturity =p

gusto ko sumipol magdamag. gusto ko magsulat ng kanta yung 3hours yung length. gusto ko magpalipad ng kite, hanggang makaabot sa buwan. gusto ko makipagkarera ng pagong. gusto ko mag iceskating. gusto ko ng ice cream.gusto ko magsayaw ng MIB sa harap ng FEU gate. gusto ko makipaghabulan sa loob ng UE sa mga guard ng nakasuot ng rollerblades. gusto ko sumakay sa recto lrt station, bumaba ng cubao, maglakad sa gateway, sumakay ng mrt papunta sa taft tapos sumakay ulit ng lrt papuntang doroteo jose para lang bumili ng fishball sa recto. gusto ko sumigaw sa loob ng library sa tabi ng librarian. gusto ko akyatin ang puno sa TYK park. gusto ko mag-alaga ng penguin ng isang araw, pagmamalaki ko siya, di ko pakakainin ng pedigree, promise. gusto ko magbike ng no hands sa CCP, tas sisigaw ako ng "kaya ko na yehey!" gusto ko maging taxi driver ng isang oras. gusto ko maging 1 million friends ko sa multiply, friendster at facebook. gusto ko manalo sa lotto ng hindi naman tumataya. gusto ko kumain ng frozen banana. gusto ko maglakad pauwi. gusto ko magswimming sa alon ng ulap. gusto ko makipag duet kay bamboo. gusto ko magrecord ng kanta. gusto magpapicture sa tabi ni lualhati. gusto ko humiga sa gitna ng morayta. gusto ko manuod ng fireworks. gusto ko kumain ng shrimp sa kfc. gusto ko magdota. gusto magpagupit ng kalbo. gusto ko magsalita ng walang tigil. gusto ko magluto ng tiramisu. gusto ko tumakbo... malayong malayo. gusto ko mawala. gusto ko i dribble ang mundo. gusto ko sumakay ng barko. gusto ko sulatan ang mukha ni jipri ng bigote gamit ang permanent marker. gusto ko maging superhero. gusto ko tumanda. gusto ko bumata.gusto ko sumikat ka. gustoko magtravel abroad. gusto ko matulog ng 3 taon. gusto ko magtrabaho, walang tigil... hanggang matapos na ang lahat. gusto ko gumawa ng tula para sayo. gusto ko makulong sa loob ng mall buong magdamag din. gusto ko magbasketball, kalaban si yao ming. gusto ko pumunta sa outerspace... gusto ko ng shake sa gastambide.gusto kita sumaya. gusto ko sumaya. gusto kita tawagan. gusto kita makausap.gusto ko ihinto ang oras. gusto ko mahanap si doraemon, ibalik ang oras. gusto kita... anu pa ba? gusto ko ng.. .
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to be continued...



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Friday, March 6, 2009

"Im turning into an EMO Monster!!!"

tsk... hindi naman... baka nga??!

Friday, February 27, 2009

"February"


A hopeless romantic, that would be me
I open my heart for all the world to see.
how many times can one fall in-love
Or hope and pray to the stars up above.
Walking near the ocean shore
Hoping that faith will somehow be restored.
I dream of a love so innocent and pure
This time I found it, I know it for sure.
Although my heart has been broken so many times in the past
This love I found deep within is surely meant to last.
It's not about someone being by my side
Or looking for that secret place that I can run and hide.
See, for the first time this hopeless romantic has learned
That true love is not something bought, it's not something that you've earned.
It's a beautiful gift from up above that makes you pure and whole
it's my love deep within You see, It's the love of my soul.


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

"Ikaw Lamang"

Narinig ko lang sa jeep... ganda pala nito... nyahahaha... ^_^





haaaaysss...



Whew! dami ko na pala posted entries d2.... 25 na rin pala... ang saya.. aheheheh.. wala naman nagbabasa... pero ayus lang, outlet of insights...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

For RoXanNE . . . read this...

Dear LAnggAm,

Its really hard to start this post... I cant think too much right now... or there are lot of things on my mind that I just cant care to notice that im actually thinking. Think before you move/speak, ikaw ang nagsabi sakin nyan.. I never learn... Remember nung sinabi mo sakin na nakapunta nako with you sa Bataan... tinanong mo ako kung saan kaya ako susunod makakarating.. sinagot naman kita na "sa Puso mo"... tinanong din kita kung "makakarating ba?" ... nyahahahaha... well, feeling ko malabo na, lalo na ngayon, malapit ka na umalis, and im quite sad about it... Few weeks nalang, ayoko pa sana matapos, haaays.. nakakatawa naman, kung kelan ako unti-unting nagiging close sayo at sa mga tao sa paligid mo, malapit narin tayo maghiwalay.
Definitely, I'll miss all the things we do, magmula ng twilight 'til last night sa trinoma with Jisa, enjoy ako... yung mga secret meetings, our share of late arrivals sa usapan, lam mo naman tayo.. ayaw pinaghihintay =p (ok, aminado mas marami ako lates)... places we went, pasmadong mga kamay ahehehe...(bawal pag may mga bata)... ang balut (peace offering), sleepless nights on the phone (sinulit ang unlicall =p)...minsan naimbento ang salitang "sleeptyt", "kwaf kwaf" at "purr purr!"... ang fireworks, na kahit kelan di natin naabutan...haha... the cake, uu nga yung cake, tnx!... the two bus trips... I want you to know na sobrang saya ko nung 1st trip natin... feeling ko sobrang nakilala kita nang makapunta ako sa lugar kung saan ka lumaki... yung image mo sa mirror ng tricycle haha.. di ko parin makalimutan... yung second... uhmm honestly, Naiintindihan ko... you dont want me to go back sa Manila na malungkot, reason why things happened... Im not stupid... nyahahaha.. anyways, the trips were crazy... salamat =).. recently nadiscover ko ang isang pagkaing kakaiba.. ang pampatigas, Frozen Banana pala yun... haha...
Take care of Caby... nag-iisa lang yun... and yung lava lamp.. (bilog-bilog)... light mo lang pag nalulungkot ka... sabi ko nga, it resets the mood... effective.. kanina pala sa Gawad Silangan... kinabahan ako ng binanggit yung nominees sa Best Director... though youre not the one who won, kaw parin best direk para sakin... kahit iba kasama mo sa upuan =p.. ang ganda mo pala kanina... (serious mode).... Well eto na siguro yung pinaka mahabang text message ko sayo... nyahahahaha.. Im glad that Ive met you.. kahit bitin yung time... I never felt happier the day you came into my life... goodluck sayo, di ko na siguro sasabihin yung words na paulit ulit ko sinasabi sayo... baka nagsasawa kana... lam mo na yun... itago nalang natin sa salitang purr purr! I hate to end this letter.. sana pala mabasa mo... kung hindi man., its always here.. di ko aalisin... sana may anghel na magpaalala sayo na buksan tong blogspot ko.. para mabasa mo... hindi naman siguro eto ung ending para satin... magkikita pa tayo... "pag gusto maraming paraan" db? nyahahaha... lastly... star apple yun nakita natin.. hindi jackfruit... magkaiba yun... salamat sa lahat mamimisss talaga kita.. sana manalo kana sa lotto para makapagpa opera kana para madagdagan na ang puso mo.. hindi ka naman mgdadagdag ng puso para sakin kung di ako special... hehe .. salamat ... til here... ingat ingat bhe! ^_^
Sasabog na nga ang buong kalawakan,
- bee

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

McCHICKENjoy!!! nyahahahaha =p

Wala pa akong taong kakilala na hindi nagustuhan yung
ad na yan!... Very warm, eloquent, and heartbreaking... ganun pa man sarap
panuorin... =]


Anyone could relate to the commercial, lahat naman siguro, I mean most of us meron naging "Puppy Love"... haha... (ngiti naman siya!!!!)....





one great story + an eraserheads song = hanep sa combo meal!!! galing !!!


Nakakatawa lang, come to think of it... habang ang Jollibee struggles to make a name in the international scene.. Here comes McDo ginagawa lahat para makuha ang "Pinoy Feel" ... di ba??... funny... =p



My last post, sabi ko "I cant write anymore" ... medyo d2 rin sa Blog yun, eh wala naman nagbabasa n2 kahit di ako mag-update, who cares ahahahah... di naman to katulad ng blog ni maam serafica na kaylupit2... e2 visit nyo, marami kayo matututunan, http://myangstspace.blog.friendster.com/ ....nyahahahah....pero im really pointing out my songwriting, lately kasi di ako maka compose... kaya un... nyahahahahaha... new year na pala.. tsk tsk tsk.... =]



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Saturday, December 13, 2008

"Prison and Break"

I cant write anymore... =[



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